Marissa Ford Poems

Almost been a year since I lost my presious child
Why did I do it?
I knew i couldn't take care of it
I knew the father wouldn't stick around
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Held tears in for years
It feels so good to cry
I hold everything inside till it gets to much it just comes out
I can't take it anymore
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Days are slowing down
Till senior year
Just 5 more months
and summer's here
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I look at old pictures
I watch my days pass by
In reality I'm not happy
It's all in my head
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Why can't anyone see i'm trying to reach out
That there is more than meets the eye
Why does no one ask me what happened the halloween when i was 13
Why does My own mother not believe me
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Everyday I smile to make people belive that I'm okay
They believe it too!
When will I be able to take off my mask?
Let people see the real me?
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It's what I always think
It's why I see red everynight
Alone is how I feel every minute of the day
It's etched in my skin
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Dofferent guy
Why? How?
I was so careful checked it everytime we were done
I didn't even know till I skipped a month
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If you only knew
What kind of hell I have been through in the past year
Maybe you woldn't put so much stress on me to be the paerfect daughter
News flash no ones perfect
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