My heart is cold,
My thoughs are old.
My heart is not there,
My thoughs are in the air,
...
Don't try to tell me who I am.
Dont try to tell me what I think.
Dont touch me!
I'll get you fast...even before you blink.
...
Storms of my mind,
Surrounding my eyes.
Thoughs raging thorugh,
On small things.
...
This is the knife holds my fears,
This is the knife that holds my tears.
This is the knife that I can not touch,
This is the knife that I fear too much.
...
I grew up in a little town and at the age of eleven I came to a school named Milton Hershey School. There my life got worse and worse. At home family problems caused me to get depressed easily. At the age of thirteen I descovered my talant to write poems and draw anime. In all of my poems I describe my feelings.)
Goodbye
You dont know,
You never will.
So go ahead and kill,
Kill me slowly.
I know it will satisfy you,
It's no mystery.
You dont know my history,
I dont know yours.
So leave it there.
'Cause I know you dont care,
I can tell by the way you stare.
You all watch,
You all judge,
You all think I'm not there.
But I am...
I'm hearing all of it.
Every single little bit.
You need to stop or we will end.
I will end you then I will end me,
Goodbye, I leave now
I'm gone...but not away.
I'll never come back.
I'm leaving today.
I hope you forget.
I'll never forget though,
Every singel lie...
Goodbye I'm leaving you now...
I'm leaving you to die.