the smell of eagerness was overwhelming,
so it made it easy to forget about you,
as your dancing on the stage,
accepting tips for your dignity,
...
I search your words,
and i see fault in your voice,
I search your ideals,
and are left with lies,
...
All this pressure, on top of each other,
sometimes i wish i could not be bothered,
to fade away in a small hole,
all i bring with me is my memories and this last bowl,
...
forced to choose between the two,
forced to choose between honesty and dispair,
forced to choose between beauty and destruction,
forced to choose between life and death,
...
psychotic emotions mixed with the taste of blood,
the pressure of a punctured lip,
a thrown back,
a raked heart,
...
Shadows floating in the darkness,
evil praying in the cuts,
scent of a curse,
and the apathy of the kid,
...