A Kal Poems

The sun is creeping out, everybody is rejoicing but me
darkness turns to brightness before everybody’s eyes but mine

the sun is rejoicing
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To die or not to die, that is the question:
Whether ‘tis nobler in the mind to suffer this life
Whether to live in this cruel world,
Or give up and live in the next,
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As the first day of the new moon creeps into the trees, no wolf among the pack gathers to see the light overcome the darkness to bring in the new day except the lone white wolf. This peculiar wolf is almost solid white except for the black along the length of his nose. It watches over the pack as they peacefully sleep, unaware of his eyes that could protect everything that was soon to come.

Today was the first day of the long hunt for the white wolf. He must bring down an animal that could feed the whole pack for several days, so he could become an official member of the pack, but more importantly, he must prove himself to be one with the pack instead of running alone.
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Death
What is the definition of Death?
Death is when a plane crashes into a desert with no one around you see
you crash
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You don't know what it's like to have Pain, every time you take a
breath or even breathe.
You don't know what it's like to have to hold your breathe each time the
bus turns a curve
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Please let me die so that I may live
Please won’t you kill me?
I’ve done all I want to do
I’ve hurt all the people who I want to hurt
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Day by day, we see each other
Day by day we don’t tell each other how we feel

Day by day the days go by
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I have a secret that I must not tell. My mom has the same secret. It is our little secret that we must not tell. We must not tell. We must not tell. We…must…not…tell. We must not…I repeat over and over rocking back and forth, back and forth in front of the full length mirror that’s hiding a secret no one knows about except my mom and me, my brown, beautiful hair rocking back and forth in time with my constant rocking.

Everyone thinks that the mirror is just a mirror and nothing else, but that’s not entirely true. There’s a room behind the mirror. The room itself is not the secret that we must not tell, but what is inside the room is where we keep the secret. My mom and I installed the room when my other sister and my one and only brother and their dad were on vacation. We were supposed to go to the Cayman Islands on a Caribbean cruise for the Christmas holidays, but I was feigning a high fever that I gave me by slipping the thermometer accidentally into my hot chocolate when it was just mom and me in the room. Everyone was excited to go to those Islands except my mom and me. We had to stay so that our secret could not leak out accidentally. We must protect this secret at all costs. If we protect this secret, we protect my family. We must protect our family. The rest of the family is innocent.
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Why o why did I have to die
Die before the eve of my birth
Why o why did I have to leave so early
I could have done great things
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What is the definition of Pain?
Pain is when you have staples in your head
Pain is when you have stitches in your legs more than once.
Pain is when a cat claws you until you bleed.
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