I am the worst kind of forgetful.
I want to remember how to know you,
I want to remember all your syllables
and string them together like fairy lights at sunset,
...
you're the back and forth
pressure, melody
of movement
...
I don't want to fix you,
I want to find a few of the pieces,
slide them till they shine enough for you to want them
and watch the world sit at your fingertips.
...
I don't want to unsee you
but I want to unlearn you.
I want to unlearn
...
sometimes I envy
the taken
because of the words
they can say to you,
...
Sometimes I measure the time passing in songs.
An especially long moment with you
is the Beatles' Her Majesty.
...
We stay here
with the clock ticking,
we make no decisions
...
Let them be as squirrels,
timid and hiding in their hollow trees,
hoarding a supply of nuts as winter comes.
Let them be as squirrels,
...
Catching fire in my throat
As I leave this place
The bitter taste of it stings my words
But then everyone’s tasting fire
...
This is how it begins
One day, one smile
One laugh, I hope
you'll stay for a while
...