Michelle Guza Poems

You see the tender hearts
You brake them into tiny parts
You see the fear in our eyes
But that doesn’t stop you from releasing the painful lies
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i want to cut out my vains so ill blead to death,
i want to cut my feet of so i wont have to run from you any more,
i want to jab out my eyes so i wont have to see you any more,
i want to throw up my lungs so i wont have to breath any more,
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love is like me sitting on the roof,
sometimes on top sitting stedy,
sometimes it rains and i start to slide off,
the shingles are my friends that help me hold my grip,
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standing there helpless trying not to get crushed from,
all in front of judgeing people,
no one understands me so thay think its ok if thay say things about me,
well if you havent anything better to do then talk about people you dont even know,
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i need some one there for me,
some one that is always there for me and knows how ill be,
keep me safe,
keep me wanting to move on from the bad and look to the good,
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when you yell,
when you scream,
it makes me scared and makes me panic,
so i in a hurry out the door run,
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i feel so lost and lonley,
for me im the only,
no one to share my secrets with,
no one to share my whole world to,
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you say your inlove with me
but boy im not the girl you want me to be
your the one thats letting me fall
hey hunny i'm no ones baby doll
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hes better then our x,
hes better then before,
so now on you we slam the door,
and now our new love will sore,
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why do i have to fit a mold,
i dont want to be the barbie doll that is sold,
its not the way i am,
my feelings are brakeing down that dam,
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