Miracle Oguine

For a few years now, what I have been feeling all my life has been sadness, depression and loneliness.

But today i feel different,
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It's just a little crush, that's what I say,
But it creates a void, growing with each passing day.
This heartache makes me want to weep,
Feeling so alone, my emotions run deep.
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ʜᴏɴᴇsᴛʟʏ,
ɪ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ɢᴀᴠᴇ ᴜᴘ,
I ᴋᴇᴘᴛ my sᴡᴏʀᴅ
ᴀɴᴅ sʜɪᴇʟᴅ ʙᴇsɪᴅᴇ ᴍᴇ,
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A few months ago, I gave him my heart, my soul, and my spirit,
I heard no voice, I saw no light, yet still I believed him.
His word said, 'Abide in me, ' but how can that atone?
Yet something inside me just felt it was right, unknown.
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Ever laid back and wondered why you call him father?
Ever questioned what truly makes you his son?
sat and reflected for months and months,
On the essence of a father-son bond,
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I'm sitting by the window, lacking energy today,
Listening to cicadas as they begin to play.
Nightfall unfolds, fireflies dance so bright,
Stars twinkle above, creating a celestial delight.
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Her aroma had uniqueness,
I wish I could break away,
But you're just so addictive,
Eyes brown like chocolate, heart of caramel,
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I'm not in competition, no
Running my own race, don't you know?
No desire to play or be like anyone else
Just improving and being my best self
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Beneath the cloak of night so dark and still,
I venture out and gaze up to the sky.
The stars, like diamonds, twinkle with a thrill,
As if they're beckoning, urging me to try.
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