Monyrath Prak

i wish i could control time,
and no one would mind if they have a good time,
i write this poem with rhymes,
come from my mind,
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is it a nightmare or is it real,
that i feel like balloons.
i can't stop, i can't controls,
but i can feel this daily hell.
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Lets it Rock,
Lets it Roll,
Close your eyes,
Move it around,
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Walking down the street I'm full of pain,
With book in hand I don't know where to go.
The cut under my cloths,
The pain inside of me.
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the more i love you,
the more i hate you.
the more i think about you,
the more pain i get.
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my life is like a broken wings,
i can't fly i can't hide,
the only thing i can do is cry.
no one understand,
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you kill me by words,
you never care how i feels,
you walked away without looking back,
and you leave the scar when u left.
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everydayz,
everyhourz,
everynightz,
and right now,
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threre's a little,
she love to sing,
wearing old back dress,
and an old black hat,
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January-09-2009
i would never forget,
the day that you cannot wake up again,
one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten,
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the reason wasn't clear,
and now you fear me with your words,

i wish i can fly like a bird,
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i'll cut it deep,
i'll make it beed.
the razorblade is my new bestfriend,
because its help me hold my pain back in my heart.
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pain runing through my heart,
and its hurt so much,
that it can make my heart break into pieces,
people say to follow your heart,
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i've been waiting for you,
on the sun, on the rain,
with you picture in my hand,
and the note taking about a story of a broken heart,
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-people born,
-people died.
-people cried,
-asking why.
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Now what's the next step for me to take?
Moving forward is like letting my heart break into more pieces.
And to walk back to tie up and just let it break from there and just leave the haft broken pieces laying there.
It's hard to turn back,
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she made a scar of his name on her arm but it ddint last.

so then she decided to make another scar of his name oh her heart and now she trutly know that she cant live without him.
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everything changed,
and i dont know why.
must be someting i did,
mistakes i've made.
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