Nicholas Wayde Turner 24 Poems

You were nice for that short time?
Why did you have to go and commit that crime?
I thought you knew how I felt.
Why did you have to go and pull out that belt?
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There was a time I held it all in.
There was a time I let it all out.
There was a time I thought about seeking revenge.
But now, I'm forgiving everyone that hurt me.
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I feel horrible because of the thoughts that ran through my head.
I'm sorry that we had to go through that.
I'm sorry that our relationship suffered after all that was said.
I want you and I to be okay.
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It looks like you got everything you wanted.
It looks like everyone is on your side.
Maybe they'll stay there forever.
Or maybe they'll learn about everything you did to them within the shadows of the night.
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A real woman tells the truth no matter how hard it is.
A real woman doesn't go around starting nasty rumors about children to get what she wants.
A real woman teaches her daughters right from wrong.
A real woman doesn't manipulate children in to doing her dirty work.
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I know I'll get passed everything that you did to me.
But you'll never get passed being a mean old woman.
No one comes around anymore because you push them all away.
You knocked them all into the water to drown.
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The sound of shattering glass against the wall as I tried to sleep.
The sound of screaming woman as I was drifting off.
The sound of your loud shrieks in the dead of night.
Why was this an okay environment?
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She is out of my life forever.
I couldn't ask for anything better.
Thank you so much for this special guy.
He's better than anything money could ever buy.
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Everyone that you come into contact with get burned.
You get a kick out of everyone else's pain.
Your torment gives you a high that you can't explain.
All these people walk around with bags under their eye's hoping the chaos will stop.
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I forgot how to live.
I forgot how to function.
I don't know if I can go on.
All this is getting out of hand.
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