Nick Bell

Dear diabetes
I cannot take it anymore
My body feels like a war
NO MORE!
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A friend is someone that you are close to
A friend is someone that always remains true
A friend is someone that sticks to you like glue
A friend is someone that understands what you are going through
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February 14th 2003, a day made for love
I was diagnosed with a bug
A bug that is permanently with me
When there is a cure, I will be free
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The pain
The horror
The misery
The frustration
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Everytime I think of you
I feel
Nostalgic - because I miss talking to you
Sad - because not talking for you longer than a day (makes me feel sad)
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As I lie around in this bed
Absolutely bored out of mind
I have sad thoughts in my head
I wish that these sad thoughts were left behind
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Lately, I've been having a feeling

It's something that I find appealing
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Sitting around outside
In my hammock
Glazing at the sun
Typical Sunday that is no fun
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Just look around
You see people
People who label themselves as something
'METALHEAD! PREP! GOTH! PUNK! EMO! SCENE KID! JOCK! '
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As I walked outside
My face can feel the cold
I am taking a stride
I see people young and old
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I was locked in a cell
Inside my own personal hell
Tried to control my sanity
Don't fit in with the rest of humanity
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I am a loser
I am a nobody
I am about to lose it
I am alone
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Nature lover
Interesting
Curious gentleman
Headstrong
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Everytime I walk down the street
I see lots of idiocy
Lots of hypocrites
Lots of ignorance
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I go outside and I see of the beautiful blue sky

I see the birds fly
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Dear God
I hate my life.
I hate myself.
I hate having diabetes.
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When I first saw you
You were feeling blue
You had said black eyes
That little disguise
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Once I was trapped inside a box
Stuck inside a room with a lock
Looking at the walls
Looking at any bug that crawls
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Feeling down
My face is wearing a frown
My eyes have tears streaming down my cheeks
I can't stop crying
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I'm so sad right now
I cannot go to sleep at all
I'm worried about grandpa right now
I am practically crying my eyes out right now
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