Nicole Gehrman Poems

Wanting everything to just stop in time.
Wishing everything to go back to the way things were.
Waiting for things to fall back into place.
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People need to see,
that it's not really me.
I portray myself in ways
that only sways.
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Crossing my mind.
Flying behind closed eyes.
Wanting you to find,
The one that always flies.
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Spinning, spinning…
Everything is moving too fast.
People, my friends, my family,
All becoming just one blur.
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Spinning, Spinning...
everything is moving too fast.
People, my friends, my family,
all becoming just one blur.
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When she walks by,
you all stare after her.
Eyes filled with respect,
But not me.
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Cant do it.
why bother.
its too hard.
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blackness all around.
cant make out a thing.
are my eyes even open?
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Clawing at the wood above.
Scratching till i feel cool soil.
Climbing till im bathed in moonlight.
Screaming at the graves around me.
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Eyes swollen from all the crying
sitting in a chair, that's nailed to the floor.
staring out at barron wastelands
from the only window that keeps him company.
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