now I'm stuck with this feeling
in the pit of my soul
I should of had a little more self control
...
fight they told me
stay strong they said
don't give up
but I'm not listening anymore
...
everyone tells me to smile
and I always do
but it's never real
I just make it seem like its true
...
I think of you
you're on my mind
you're the one
I'm trying to find
...
the roots hold down
my broken soul
a flower now
with a seed to hold
...
love is like a rose
it grows and has beauty
but only if you take care of it
...
love is nothing but pain and sorrow
hiding in a blind world
of emptiness, loneliness
and so many lost...
...
I've been waiting for so long
for you to come
all my friends told me to be strong
to hold on
...
even though I tell you it'll be alright
you still say 'I want to end my life'
I try to tell you it'll be ok
but you just said 'NO I want to die today'
...