not needed

Your out the door,
your not going to be here anymore.
When your having fun in your dorm,
my tears will be streaming warm.
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People change, things go wrong,
things will happen, but life goes on.
but now what, what will I do?
Im not sure, just stay true.
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They told me to come along,
I know it was wrong.
But with me feeling everyones mad at me,
I felt like i couldnt do anything but agree.
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Who are you to tell me,
What I should, or should not be.
My life should not be your revision,
but only be made of my descisions.
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If I don't smile and I start to cry,
you can bet that there's a reason why.
If I look to the stars above,
I'm searching for an ounce of your love.
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why does noone want me?
what have ive done wrong.
i feel so unwanted
and im tired of being so strong
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Happy mothers day,
to a mom who knows exactly what to do and say,
from rushing me around the town,
to when im feeling down.
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I have no words for you,
Im not even sure what to say or what to do.
Your suppose to love me,
and as far as i could see,
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im so depressed,
i dont think you know this much stress
im so sad
so i dont understand why your mad
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Im so sick of crying
the only thing that seems better then this is dying
im tired of my eyes swelling
i wish i could stop dwelling
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Memories of you in my head
because of you i wish i was dead
ive suffered for years
im going down in tears
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behing my smile is a huting heart
behind my laugh im falling apart
look closely at me
and you will see
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people say they can tell how you feel by your face
but i just feel so out of place
a half-hearted smile
can go for awhile
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