not needed Poems

Im so sick of crying
the only thing that seems better then this is dying
im tired of my eyes swelling
i wish i could stop dwelling
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Memories of you in my head
because of you i wish i was dead
ive suffered for years
im going down in tears
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behing my smile is a huting heart
behind my laugh im falling apart
look closely at me
and you will see
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people say they can tell how you feel by your face
but i just feel so out of place
a half-hearted smile
can go for awhile
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