Patience ''Cat'' Williams

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Mother…
See through it never give up because life isn’t easy. Things will happen. They may not be fair. Sometimes it’s just too much to care. Be strong with faith and smile. As far as the next time, it might be awhile.

You created my life and help me grow. Even in the worst of moods. Through the hard aches and pains, horrible family feuds. You will see it through, just because I love you. Be strong with faith and smile.
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Have you ever wanted to cry but you just can’t? Well I have. But I don’t and I won’t cry. Not for you or anyone else. That’s what I would like to say.

The world looks at me when I cry but I only want you to look at me. Look into my eyes and see the pain gazing back at you. Notice every tear that tumbles down my face. Notice that every tear has something to say:
I am the tear shed for family.
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I say: I have to get off my chest before we go any further. I have kinda been lying about something. You know how every time you tell me you love me and I say I love you back? Well…

Yall aint’t doin nothing but arguing out side the door to my heart. And I just want everybody to back up of my darn doorstep. That’s right im kicking yall to the curb. Every time I feel I can trust someone in my heart they end up gettin in there and tearing everything apart. I just can’t keep going through that no more. Repairing a broken heart can take years. So I guess wat im tryin to say is if you give me the time I need ill let you in my heart. Because I don’t think I’m ready.
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Be alone... T rather be alone somtimes...

Back up! ! ! Give me room! Let me: Breathe Think Love Experess Imagine Describe Praise Comment Pray Run Scream Shout Talk Cry Color Write Sing Draw Feel Listen Learn Admire
Accept Apologize Deliver etc.
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Never will I die
And ever will I cry

I'll be stronger than diamonds and tougher than nails
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Girl: I still love him after all the things he put me through. It seems like he's perfect.

Friend: No where near perfect.
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