I hardly ever leave the house these days.
The past few years, to me, are just a haze.
I cannot find my way out of this maze,
And have no more constructive points to raise.
...
Meet their disappointing daughter,
with her disappointing ways.
They would oh-so-love to humour her,
but it really never pays.
...
I hold the pain inside.
It breaks my heart and mind
and will not be denied,
diluted or defined
...
music
from local ice cream vans
can soon sound sinister
not sweet
...
and so
discover innocence
simplicity
once more
...
when you think
that you have hit
rock bottom
...
If I believe
in the beautiful lies,
I am deluded -
...
she offered me
a plan B
didn't recognise the complexities
of why
...
loose ends
those stray threads that
snag
on every sharp edge
...
enclosed
inside my mind
a terrified child
still finding her way
...