I'm sick and tired of being trained
To only love the things you’ve stained
I'm sick and tired of leaving behind
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You're with me everywhere that I go
You tell me you’re my friend
You slowly kill me everyday
But I try to pretend
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Once upon a time
Yes love at first sight
Distance between them small as a dime
Everything felt right
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I know something you don't know
As I watch her while the tears silently flow
I know something you don't know
As I clean up the blood in the snow
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Her heart ached with the truth that was kept a secret
Her mind blanked with the memories she tried to forget
Her body was sore with the constant reminder of that day
She knew that people were asking questions
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A thick fog of awareness seeped through her pores
Like hands of those holding on for life itself
She felt the knowing course through her veins
Exposing what she had worked so hard to conceal
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Through all the pain I caused
I didn’t mean it oh please believe me
I really messed things up
Will you forgive me
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If tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
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I open this book to this empty page
Prepared to fill its lines with anger and rage
But my thoughts are tangled, thin, barren threads
These words consume me locked up in my head
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