i lay entwined in your sheets
and cover myself with ragged breathing,
hoping the words falling from your lips
will be the words that i've been needing.
...
when did your innocence shatter?
your fingers used to trip over my skin,
but now run up my thigh
so effortlessly.
...
Smeared and wasted,
Unmoving on the bathroom floor.
Grime and makeup under her nails
Because she tried to tear her mask off.
...
my stomach swells
and i feel pregnant
but it's only the bottle of water i drank.
then again, the brand is Life Water
...
'To whom it may concern,
It's still raining dirt outside my door.
The baby in the jar, I swear,
Gave me a wink and a grin.'
...
you've finally melted into what i hoped you were underneath.
and it's so messed up that i can only love in reaction to abuse,
i can only stay attached if i know i'm being used;
an outlet for anger or for input of lust,
...
Syrup slows the blood in your veins
You're losing yourself again
(You're losing me again)
Unresponsive and desolated
...
Sometimes I think I skipped my childhood completely.
I shouldn't be where I am.
Sometimes I think me loving you so discreetly
never gave you a thought of how much I cared.
...
i push some words he will inevitably forget
in his general direction.
his grin breaks out before they even reach
his comprehension.
...