Monster Poem by Ana Podarevska
Monster
you've finally melted into what i hoped you were underneath.
and it's so messed up that i can only love in reaction to abuse,
i can only stay attached if i know i'm being used;
an outlet for anger or for input of lust,
what used to be selfless was broken like trust.
i'm sorry i forced you to grow into this monster
but i can't love what i don't deserve.
i'd rather be cowering in a corner, my psyche slowly falling apart,
then living and knowing day after day
that i'm the one breaking your heart.
[April 30,2007.12 days after the fact.]
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
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4/29/2024 12:13:07 PM # 1.0.0.1119
Sounds like your on the verge of giving up something worthwhile because you don't think you're worthy (I've read your other poetry which suggests this as well) . Don't make that mistake - stick it out. Check out my poem Divorce/El Nino. Be each other's better half. Good Luck. Dan