Rohit Sapra (7 August 1984 / Gwalior)

Have to fight this loneliness somehow although I do not know how to tackle these difficulties. I may seem alive but the smile and the hope to survive has really disappeared. Have no clue as to how I will go about this life. Changing myself will only lead to more destruction of my personality and that is why I will just be the person I am. Hopefully, someday god will see that I deserve a lot more happiness than what I am getting at the present.
My life is okay but not too bright. My words are never understood and that is the only regret I have. Only thing which I wish is that I find my true purpose of being alive in this world. Till now, I have not much clue as to why am I alive?
Hopefully, brightness will appear in my dull life. To be honest my life actually revolved around a girl who was the main reason of me being happy for a long while. Then, all of a sudden misunderstanding shattered the great wall of trust. I was in love with her truly and deeply. I lost her and that was the end of happiness in my life.