She wanted it.
That's what he said on the stand.
(a liquid with no odor or color, white powder, and pill)
So here's what must have really happened,
...
Sometimes i imagine what it will be like.
Pssh. not what it will be like. What it would be like if he and i ever had sex.
I have a feeling it would be like losing my virginity properly.
But i also think then the attatchment between us would be cement and i'd never be able
...
All my birds are quited down;
fallen corpses, dirty ground.
Litter the land with a newfound flair
as the sound of your admition ignites the air
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It's quite cold in the house;
i mean, you'd think we were polar bears.
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Waking up to the sounds of my mother's squeals of
'You fly to America! A man there wants you! We will not be poor! '
in Russian, of course.
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You can make her like a diamond,
multi-faceted,
she'll sparkle.
...
Perfect cheekbones, gorgeous eyes,
Flawless eyebrows, dazzling smile.
Tiny nose and shapely lips,
C-cup breasts and narrow hips.
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