as i run from the past
everything goes down so fast
gambling with life, looking for sacrifice,
everything seems gone, what went wrong,
...
i am crying as i am dying
looking for a blessing this is so depressing
its leaving me guessing what could of been
this is stressing
...
lets get high, or lets just die
take a breather, or a hit of this ether
trying to abstain from this cocaine
hit this acid, lets get placid
...