blurs of white flying by
losers emit a mournful cry
a comeback from when they trail
winners give a triumphant yell
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Its lonely out here tonight
rooftops at sunset make me feel
how I feel changes everyday
trying to figure out what is real
...
what can you say?
to make someone believe
that what your feeling is true?
to help them move on
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Why won’t the memories fade?
Everything else fades, just not them
Paint fades, eye sight fades
But not memories, they stay till the end
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Love is like a blue bird,
a flash of color
in an otherwise drab world.
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Confusion rips through me even now,
when I think on you my first regret,
on how quickly love can turn into hate,
after these years the hate we wont forget.
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Alone I stand on the razors edge
Facing a choice, a fork in the road
Persevere now, or give up
Give up on seeds I have sown
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The ground jumps
and buildings fall
but still I stand fast.
Shaking so hard
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Here I lie pondering my choice
a choice that changed my life
turned myself into this thing
that merely haunts your dreams
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Got a phone call today
Left me stunned in disbelief
seems a good friend of mine
decided to take her own life
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