Here I lie pondering my choice
a choice that changed my life
turned myself into this thing
that merely haunts your dreams
someimes I even scare myself
with the things I'm cappable of
the hurt that I could cause
looked inside and that what I saw
what keeps it from boiling out?
whatever it is its weakening
ever since I was made weak
the dam has started to leak
cracks and fissures release
release some of the evil within
threatening to overpower the good
already not doing things I should
apathy begins to creep inside
taking hold of the fringe mind
I cant fight back alone
but thats what I am, alone
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem