Anxiety is dragging me down to the ground,
Throwing me to the wolves.
They bruised me and spit on me,
Till they feel satisfied.
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I see myself running,
towards the mountains.
I hear the wolves howling,
under the moonlit waters.
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My heart is getting heavy again,
my mind is bouncing on the walls within,
You can see the scars and the cracks on the walls built outside.
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You are killing me on the inside,
Why are you doing this to me?
What did I do wrong?
You are hurting me.
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Why did you make me drown?
What did I do wrong?
Giving my heart out to the world,
Did I cross the line again?
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My love and my mind is so fragile,
You did not even choose to call back.
I am so lonely over here,
I do not want to be your friend anymore.
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You do not know what pain is,
You do not know what I am going through every day and night,
until you start to enter into my mind,
seeing those tears roll down your cheeks,
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What have I done?
What have I done?
I wanted him dead,
so I pushed him away from me.
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Here we go again,
The war has begun.
But this time it is a bit different,
This time it is just one person.
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Every word you spoke,
gave fuel to my wary soul.
I know this is abnormal,
But I love you so much.
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