Rachel BaByBeAr Anderson Poems

I dont know where im going
I have a fear of slowly growing
I cant see what's right anymore
I couldnt be what you wanted
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I could spend my days staring at your photo
crying hard when i remember me and you
body shaking till there's nothing left to do
i had waitied so long to tell you those words
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I've made many mistakes in my life
I've marked each one with a knife
I may not be that smart
I may not see whats in my own heart
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O ver baring parents
U nbelievable times.
R ememerable friend
M aking cakes
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I wanna be normal
I want to be like the other teens
I want to walk around and not care
I wanna be heartless
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I remember our days on the haybails
singing to the tunes on the ipod
I remember the parties we went to
we could drink until we dropped
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The hate runs deeper in my viens
purified and multiplied in pain
im sick of it clouding my brain
Please, someone take it away
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Oh mighty one you are so wise
creating a world full of hate and lies
Oh mighty one you are so strong
filling the world with people who dont belong
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Can you hear it?
the roar of the oil bubbling away
the sliding of metal on metal
the crunch of waste being thrown in the bin
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I went outside to lay in the sun
as soon as i settled it went for a run
I sat up straight to sit in the rain
as soon as i had the clouds went away
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