Rianda Sulistyaningrum

I'm fail
I'm falling down
Through the edge of my faith
I'm numb
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I don't know what my heart use to be like
Is it red or blue?
Is it small or huge?
Is it sharp or blunt?
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staring the night
thinking of how far the distance
that appears between YOU and ME
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Tick.. tock...
Minutes and minutes, hours and hours,
I'm staring the door, in front of me.
Tick.. tock...
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I wish I have a super power that allow me to come and see you anytime.

I wish I can use telepathy to send you this overwhelming feeling of mine.
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I wish I can feel something..
Whether it is sadness or happiness..
Angry or eagerness..
Up or down..
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How do I look?
Am I happy?
Am I sad?
Am I awful?
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It's just feel different
He left me in uncertainty

I do not know...
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Hey, Y.O.U!

How's life treating you there?
Do you have your meals properly?
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I wonder.. What is dream?
Something that you desire?
Something that you must get?
Or something that you can let go but hardly can be forgotten?
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Hawk..
I never realize it before.
About your presence, your existence.
I do not know before..
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Things can't be worsen than this.
If yes, I wish I have someone on my back.
And I know, I may have one, or I may not have any
I thought and I believe that I have lot of people support me.
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Dear, my love...
I'm so glad, reading this beautiful letter of yours.
It doesn't matter for me why you love me,
The most important thing is that you love me as a girl, and only me.
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