Richard Stilwell

(09-24-1957 / Mooresville, North Carolina)

Poems of Richard Stilwell

1. 21 And I Still Lost 9/30/2005
2. Abused In life Abused In Death 9/30/2005
3. Am I Okay 11/8/2005
4. Anxiousness Left 10/7/2005
5. At The High Museum 10/2/2005
6. Average Fantasy__To Test Too Keep? 10/7/2005
7. Black Fist Of Defiance 10/2/2005
8. Both Date Ready 9/30/2005
9. Change From A '10' 9/30/2005
10. Covered In Confusion...A Tattoo 11/8/2005
11. Even Me 9/30/2005
12. First Time 10/2/2005
13. Forbidden Fruit 10/2/2005
14. Giving Because 9/28/2005
15. Good Guy Lost 11/8/2005
16. Her 9/28/2005
17. His First Desire 10/2/2005
18. I Love The Smell Of A Woman 9/28/2005
19. In Between Acts 10/2/2005
20. It Is Over 10/2/2005

Good Guy Lost

Embraced in the rythm of an eye closing hug,
Standing on the front porch and the welcome rug,
Is where I left you after a mine blowing night,
Of discovery of laughter of doing what is right,
But in my heart I fought with my mind,
Of wanting to kiss you and take you for mine,
Into my bedroom for pleasures beyond fun,
Where we would blend into each other and collapse as one,
Now the dream is over and I have lost,

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