Richard Stilwell

Rookie (09-24-1957 / Mooresville, North Carolina)

Poems of Richard Stilwell

1. 21 And I Still Lost 9/30/2005
2. Abused In life Abused In Death 9/30/2005
3. Am I Okay 11/8/2005
4. Anxiousness Left 10/7/2005
5. At The High Museum 10/2/2005
6. Average Fantasy__To Test Too Keep? 10/7/2005
7. Black Fist Of Defiance 10/2/2005
8. Both Date Ready 9/30/2005
9. Change From A '10' 9/30/2005
10. Covered In Confusion...A Tattoo 11/8/2005
11. Even Me 9/30/2005
12. First Time 10/2/2005
13. Forbidden Fruit 10/2/2005
14. Giving Because 9/28/2005
15. Good Guy Lost 11/8/2005
16. Her 9/28/2005
17. His First Desire 10/2/2005
18. I Love The Smell Of A Woman 9/28/2005
19. In Between Acts 10/2/2005
20. It Is Over 10/2/2005

Anxiousness Left

The ideal held high like a trophy,
Worshiped in mind out of sight,
Is a powerful dream that sustains,

But once the interpetation,
And realization of it is known, ,
Leaves one at the cross roads pondering,

Nothing was all wrong,

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