BTS Chocolate Poems

I'm slowly vanishing
The person I once knew is clawing itself out of me
No more delicate little hands
No more tiny body
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Tears slide down my red checks
I just ran at the best meet I could ever attend
But you don't care
You haven't for a full year
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You used to be a friend to me
But now you're a stranger
You act like as if nothing has ever happened
But this isn't new shit
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Oh what a pretty sight she is
Oh how fair beauty she holds
Oh how her skin lights up the room
Latte skin mixed with creamy toasted honey
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I'm blue as the ocean
I feel the waves crashing down onto me
The sharp stabs of the shells shed blood
As I smack down onto the sand
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Sometimes I wonder what life would be like without me
It sounds so bad but it makes glad
I think I would enjoy the idea of looking upon thy
I would laugh at all the chaos in the world
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The sound of music calms my distressed mind
The worries slowly fade into nothingness, the rhythm defeats the strength of a thousand worries
If press the volume louder...
Will I explode into nothingness just like my worries?
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The choosing of music brings me such infuriating feelings
So many options, give me a break
The trash coming out of your potty mouth, oh it kills me inside
The blaring noises, my shaking leg, my sweaty hands
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You see that child, let your eyes absorb their glory
That goody two shoes of a child is what they say
Exceptionally bright, higher hopes then the rest
What a fabulous child their parents say
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The gray sky paints a weary day
Shouldn't it be a yellow day?
The houses are frozen in place as if liquid nitrogen was poured all over
The mousy trees stick out like skeletons, except it's not white
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