I get called posh, called crazy,
I get too messy, my memory's all hazy.
He says i'm a c**k tease,
Just cause my body's the s3xist he sees.
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I want to cry but the tears won't come,
I fake a smile, but inside I'm numb.
Somehow sadness is my life,
Even that's hanging on the edge of a knife.
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