despretly yet so patiently
waiting for the time to pass by
so i sit here and write
my thoughts of mind
...
Can't forgive nor forget
bad memories I neglect...
To reject all the effects of the past...
Pictures, letters, gifts are all trashed...
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A scar with no name,
a selft inflected stain
in my heart as I breah in
I inhale pain...
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Judged by color and race
all after the paper chase
each segregated in diffirent categoreies
searching for glory, and that American dream
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'How could you'
Leave me alone in the dark
with no soul?
agony, I must swallow it whole,
...
Days pass me by,
not knowing whats next,
But whats the real test?
Everyday I end up with something less,
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Days of confusion,
have you always thinking of the wrong conclutions
dont even know who your accusion
dont have the trust
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