I lost the one who did care
I said i'd always be there
But where did it go wrong
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Time goes by
And still I sit and cry
I wanna cut my wrists
And end this in a bliss
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Todays the day we finally parted way
I hadn't even seen you in several many days
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Here I sit underneath our tree
Thinking of everything we might be
Here I sit underneath the stars
While my mind drifts as far as mars
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She is done she is hurt
there is no one to alert
the damage she has already done
there goes all of her true fun
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You had me at hello
you make me so mellow
you took my heart in hand
we walked down the sand
you gave me a smile
you said we'd walk down the aisle
together forever
who knew death would sever
what we had for years
through all those times of tears
you were always there
we weren't the average pair
that's what made us unique
but now my future looks bleak
we didn't say goodbye
and now I sit and cry
I want to join him
now that all is dim
I still don't believe it
again my wrists I slit
I know I wont find another
I love you more then my own brother
I just want you back
I need my life on track
But one cant go back in time
I feel trapped like a mime
and again I sit and think
stop and stare and blink
of the accident that took your life
and how I'll end mine with a knife
It brings a smile to my face
as I get up all in lace
Putting on that big white dress
fixing my hair, oh what a mess
I step up onto the cold metal chair
and whisper sweet words 'I'm almost there'
I look down deep to the floor
life was just an endless chore
I step off slowly and hang in dear silence
and I'm glad I finally end the violence