Loneliness and abandonment filling this heart with your
loss, having to continue this life without you my dear
is a feat I do not feel I'm up to.
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Walking through lonely days, having no purpose or aim
in life, thoughts waking and then falling into tears
of feelings and emotions.
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Lonely, forgetting how to live now that you're gone,
walking by the lake, not really seeing anything.
Every once in a while seeing a couple holding hands,
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Simply and easily sifting through thoughts as they
silently fall into intellect.
No guests or impartial people around, just self alone,
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Finding empty spaces in life, trying to hide within
them secretly, having a safe haven interiorly where
no one can find me unless I want to be found.
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Really taking to heart the music that lifts my spirits
into upper levels of intellect, giving me new ways of
looking at things.
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Living each day changes everything, nothing ever
staying the same, there's nothing we can really
rely on in this temporary life.
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Celebrating the existence of being a mere poet,
looking into the universe for ideas that I can
form and shape into brand new creations.
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All in the past, our lives now existing only in memories,
even what we have done just yesterday is no longer able
to be relived except in our minds.
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Taking to the skies, living for the independence and
freedom it gives to me interiorly, adjusting life to
fit visions that come to mind whenever writing poetry.
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