I cant help how I am…
I try…to let you in…
But…
I’m still to bitter…
...
No one knows quite who to blame…
Abandoned in a world of pain…
They try to ask for friendships…love…
Maybe an answer from up above…
...
To drink down poison would be too easy,
To slit my wrists would be too hard,
To hold my breath an impossible way,
To try and stop my beating heart...
...
Im giving up...
On everything...
Cus you messed me up...
You dont know how much...
...
Sometimes I feel like
Im a bird
With broken wings
...
Sometimes Im filled with...love
Alot of the time Im not
I guess whats killing me
Is just not known
...
There is no question
We had some...conection
But...
Forget it
...
The smell of your hair
As sweet as the air
The toch of your skin
All held close within
...
I never claimed
Yo know all of you
I only knew
What I wanted to
...
Whaty did it feel like...?
Good...?
To have ALL the power...
Standin over me
...