Samarah Essler Poems

In the dark empty night,
sits a lonely girl with fright,
she feels as if a hundred knives has stabbed her in the heart,
shes wondering when the time will come, for when she will fall apart,
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As I sit here on my bed,
I have been thinking about what I said,
about that I wanted to be dead,
but now things changed,
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I am so confused,
when you read this you will be amused,
I don't know what I'm doing,
all I keep hearing is people booing,
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Shes close to drowning in her tears,
shes sick of waiting after all these years,
shes trying to think of something to do,
she can't help thinking she won't make it through,
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Sometimes i've got style,
but still i wont smile,
i just want to soar
outside where the rain is going to pour,
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All I ever write is how I feel,
and all the stuff I write is real,
but don't worrie its not that big of a deal,
I'm fine,
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What would happen if everyone went to war?
Lots of people would die and wish they never went,
I cry when I think of how they died,
just imagine if I saw it all,
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My heart is locked in chains,
and I'm sick of how it always rains,
than tear drops start to fall,
as I run down the hall,
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If I do crystal meth, I'll become of death,
if I do crack, I'll mess up my back,
if I do coke, I might choke,
if I smoke pot, I'll always want,
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Everynight I cry myself to sleep,
I notice alot I cry and weep,
and I always think,
as I'm at the sink,
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