Sarah Nicole Giroux

I tell myself that everything's going to be ok,
that there is no reason for all this pain.
The time it took to change, the time it took to
see all those mistakes.
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my head is messed up,
like my brothers room,
life is so confusing,
I feel doomed,
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When I look into your eyes
all I see is your thoughts moving inside your head.
I want to say how much I love you and how much I think of you,
but all I get out of me is just looking at you and smiling,
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You look at me as if I'm the only girl around
You make me feel important and never let me down

You've showed me how to live
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I remember how it used to be
when nothing else matter but you and me
music, school, and future dreams.
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I want to run, I want to hide.
From all the pain he caused inside.
I want to scream, I want to cry.
Why can't I tell him Goodbye?
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you know the real me
you've seen me cry
you've seen me smile
without you
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If at times you feel you want to cry.
And life seems such a trial.
Above the clouds there’s a bright blue sky
So make your tears a smile.
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You broke my heart in two
And took me like a bet,
with all you put me through
I have so many regrets.
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There are the days when I'm just oh so happy.
Ecstatic. on top of the world.
Amazed that I feel so light.careless..walking on air with these angels..
Yet, something is always missing.
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Do anyone know
How I feel?
Feeling so alone
And so empty
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why...why are you filling my ears with decet,
when your already making my heart skip a beat
is decet within your heart,
do you wish to kill me,
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my knees start to shake
when your in sight,
my mind filled with wonder
my heart with fright.
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Her whispers in the wind,
And all her broken dreams.
So much for sin,
And all her screams.
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Rain, rain, go away,
Because of you the pain will stay.
Slit my throat, cut out my heart,
Leave me here, tear it apart.
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I am a poet writing about my pain.
I am person recovering and trying to gain.
I am your daughter who is trying to learn.
I am your sister who is starting to turn.
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