Scarred Unknown Poems

if this is how you feel.. whatever i'll get real..

you never cared you never will
i try and try and try again to be the best i can be
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i'm so sick of hearing
i'm to young
i can't love and hate and
feel anything
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life is just here
to pass the time
while all you do
is sit there and wine
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I think of you
day and night
i wonder how you are
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Lie to me
Tell me it’s all ok
Tell me you forgive me
Tell me it’s ok
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Breaking down is becoming constant
Leaving me alone
Inside a darkened hole
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I want a love you see in the movies, to feel that feeling only there. I have tried to feel that feeling ‘fore yet all I get is pain and more. I long for it as we all do. Why can I not feel that feeling!
We long for a feeling only there, in movies see and known for true. In love with love we all are. I make no sense nor does this. I just wish for a love of loved back of movie dreams and movie past.
In movies is where we all see this feeling of love and feeling of dreams. I see it there it seems so pleasant, it seems as if walking on air. I see in movies the love we dream of, and think to myself why can I not have it? Why can I not feel it? I long for it, as if love is all that exists to make me happy to make me feel.
We watch in their eyes and see so much life. We see that there is none but the one in front of them. We think we can have it, that love in front of us. We think that it is real, the love in front of us. There is no such, that love on the screen. There is no such thing as true love.
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Dark abyss,
Circling around me.
Just breathe,
Remember the steps.
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You are the wind on a hot summer’s day
That cools off the air
Surrounding my body
You are the wind in my hair
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I’m tired
Tired of being excluded, deluded, and left behind.
Tired of being tossed aside or made to hide how I feel.
Tired of running and gunning a losing battle.
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