I killed myself yesterday.
I gave it all away.
I needed to hear it from you,
But instead you pushed me away.
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Do not come to my grave and cry,
I am not here, I am in the sky.
I am that diamond that flies so high,
The bird that sings
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To My One and Only Love,
I tried to fall asleep, I just kept shaking;
‘Cos every time I close my eyes,
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You can’t cry,
I may not be there,
But it’s not goodbye.
I know you care,
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Do not fight me, I am about to die,
Hold my hand; watch me cry.
Do not leave me, do not go,
Like my mother did years ago.
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By the time you read this, I’m going to be far away,
Consumed by thoughts; I was too afraid say,
How cold I felt, deep down inside.
My pain I just could not hide.
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I wrote you a letter
And it sounded something like this.
I wrote it with care
Because I know how much I will miss your kiss.
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I have no inspiration,
No more desire.
I feel no drive, no will, as if I’m about to expire.
My mind it wanders, to all sorts of places.
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