I wonder why people bother when they fight
There is no real reason to possess life
Constantly plagued in a world of hopelessness
They say dreams exists in the hectics of life
...
You’d look at me and never know
What I go through, what I am
You would never have guessed
Inside I’m hard to get-along with
...
It's coming I fear,
It's all finally begun.
I can't believe it's already here,
I thought for sure it wouldn't come.
...
From the moment I laid eyes on her
I knew she was special
I knew she was amazing
...
She casts upon me spells of desire,
Passionate feelings inside catch fire
Her kisses upon me so captivating
Her touch upon me so mesmerizing
...
Hello, all else has failed
This I can easily see.
You've toppled and choked
Now it's up to me
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I didn't know the power you possess
Could not see, effects you would have on me
Moments you ran nails gently across flesh
It no longer mattered what I did see
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I think I HaTe her
HaTe what she's become
HaTe how its ended
HaTe how it unfolds
...
How can you possess so much power over me,
How can my loss, my hopelessness, how can my say,
Be destroyed simply by what you make me see?
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Sweat broke out on my forehead
I didn't know where I was
I could see everything
Dustin and Tony were standing
...
I don't know how it happened
I don't know where it came
I can't come to understand this
And you're are it's blame!
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I can’t write anything anymore.
I can’t focus on my work.
I can’t even fall asleep.
I’m messing everything up.
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She always wore a shimmering crystal
A device she worshipped for it’s healing properties
Then there were her rings, sparkling on her hands
Each and every ring held its own meaning
...
Winter- I call her the vixen of chill
She will weave clothing of snow
Drape them over the trees
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College-What About It?
I am not sure if anyone has noticed
I’m not sure if anyone cares
I never had a plan set in motion
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It’s Chloe all over again.
When I see you walk in.
Is it the eyes?
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My stories were my sanity.
My writing my cure.
Every word shared.
Every word recorded.
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Greetings, CrypticT0xin here! You may know me previously on Wattpad as a writer of Fictional Short Stories. I'm in college and I have been plagued with a bunch of required poetry (a genre I am terrible at) however reading through a few of them I thought I did pretty well so I decided, hey why not post them online and see what others think? So please... Bombard me with your comments and critiques! As Always ^^SK)
Life-Why Do I Bother?
I wonder why people bother when they fight
There is no real reason to possess life
Constantly plagued in a world of hopelessness
They say dreams exists in the hectics of life
This is hard to believe for I posses nothing of value
Every time I wake up it's closer to ending my life
I find it hard to want to fight when you possess nothing
I find it hard to even bother with the direction of my life
Somehow though I still seem to bother with this
I still seem to participate in the hell we call life