I cried last night, you didn't know.
You haven't a clue how close I am to letting go.
I have tried all I could, done everything I should.
Somethings still missing, yet you don't seem to see how near you are to losing me.
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(For Justin)
Times change, Love moves on
Hearts are broken but friends are strong.
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A treasured rose
Worth more than gold
A silver stem
With leaves of platinum
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I try to reach it but I can't it is flying to high.
I try to leash it but I cannot it is too smart.
I try to catch it but it seems impossible for it is too fast.
I see it fly up above the trees high above the land.
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I devote my time to life
I desire to be loved
I devote my faith to the heavens
I desire to be free
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It all seems perfect throughout the night.
To have you close and hold you tight.
Everything will be alright.
What we do may be forbidden.
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My friends and the ones around me are here but they do not see.
I give and give. I worry and I care.
I reach out but do not understand why no one is there.
The world is selfish blind and simple.
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(For Nick)
You forgot about me
You forget that I am home
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Drip dropp cling clang
Do you hear the water drain?
Up from the lakes down from the clouds, hail, snow and rain.
Listen to the water drain.
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