shelby casababy Poems

i always thought i could live a fairy tale,
i could find the guy of my dreams,
never feeling the pain that i feel today,
i messed up my life i always do,
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everyday i walk home in a great mood,
but my dads always in a bad one,
he always finds a way to flip out on me,
and i always find time to cry,
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i always knew people died,
i just wish he didn't,
he was my second father,
who i always ran to when my dad wasn't there,
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loving you was a mistake,
we dated then parted,
never forever like i planned,
nothing goes as plained in my mind,
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i want you to sweep me off my feet,
i want you to come back to me,
i want to cry with you,
i want everday to be with you,
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everyone worries about there looks,
but really if people don't like you for what you look like,
they won't get to know you,
or how you act,
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you never knew how much u ment to me but u always ment the world
some days i would cry some days i would hide but i always knew u would be there inside
in the dark or in the light u were there in a flash when i needed ur might
i loved the way u would make me smile when i wanted to die
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YOU told me loved me but u just let go
u told me u wanted me in ur heart
u told me that this day would never come but it did
u told me not to cry but i couldnt stop i loved u so much
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U tell me u love me u tell me u want me but when i ask u it’s always a no
U told me that u would never hurt me
But here u goes u hurt me yet again
And pretend like u don’t care when we went out u told ME u liked me
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