sidikat abdul

A dame to die for,
But a dime, I have not,
Can she wait?
Don't ask, she says,
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I walked up to her, each step slow
deafened by the scream and mourn
I kneeled beside her, low
deep was my sorrow yet numb.
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Dreaming sweet dreams
Living a nightmare
Sleep is an escape
From the horrors of reality
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Beware of the little lies you tell
feels like being stabbed
with a dagger in the chest
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I am but a book
don't judge me by my cover
many can read me
but not all understand me
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You have taken over my thought
changed my fake smilesto a real ones
you brought me from living to being alive
what do i call this feeling
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I have heard about it
read about it
seen it
but never felt it
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They call me crazy
unreasonable, sick
but they don't know
this feeling
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This fire inside of me
burning slowly with want
It makes me ache for your touch
to hold me so tight in your arms
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I am tired of crying
but these tears keep droping
living a nightmare
I am afraid; I fear
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From a chaotic mind
Trapped words are fetched
Put down on paper
Arrange to make sense of
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I feel neutral
not happy
not sad
I'm just me
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You are invisible
Your voice cannot be heard
Even when you scream
not a sound is heard
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Without a tear
their might be a frown

Without a frown
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Oh dear lily
How long have you lived
You have become so livid
At the bay window
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