i wish this was a dream,
that i could wake up and it would be over,
but instead the pinching of my flesh proves this is true,
that i'm alive, i am experiencing this.
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Ive learned that to love someone doesnt have to involve pain,
Ive learned that to have a friend you must be a friend first,
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What is it like knowing that I wont be there?
What is it like knowing that I dont care?
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The Days of old are a wonderful thing,
The days of old are the days of innocence,
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waiting for another day to pass,
trying to think of words to say,
but all i can think of is how much it will hurt,
when i tell you i can't be your friend.
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looking up at the falling rain,
everything becomes clearer.
my choices, my emotions,
it all begins to make sense.
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I can feel the tears pouring down my face
even though my heart denies them.
I try to think of happy thoughts
but i can't find them.
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