sophia phelps

It was mine to damage and yours to find,
I thought my past would remain buried
but your truth infected my heart and mind.
My past will always linger with you there to point the shaming finger.
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To dream is a wondrous thing; do you dream of lost chances or failed romances, of future success or happy ever afters.

or are you that lost soul, who lets the darkness encroach, grasping a crooked claw around your slumbering throat.
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My heart aches, my stomach churns, my thoughts wonder to places full of hurt.

You told me you love me and will always care, You've lifted my hopes and now it's my turn to share.

I want you so close, so we'll never be apart, I want you to live inside my fragile heart. I want you to tell me what I really mean to you, cause my head's telling my heart your slipping away an it's far to soon! !
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A mark on your heart
A mark in your mind
A mark on your soul
and yet you are blind.
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She gave me life, she gave me love
He provided a house, he provided support.
We grew, she desired, he laughed
She shouted, he worked, we watched
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When you split, I cut off my hands and sewed up my eyes to stop you pulling apart my insides.

I finally reached out and nothing was said, not a laugh, not a cry, instead silence to my broken head.
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