Sugar Bear Poems

In the begining you couldn't stand us alone
I was forever on his mind, as he was on my own
You enjoyed our lives together, happy for he and I
Taxied us where ever, and hated our goodbyes
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What have I become?
No cave to hide or island to run
They can't see them, why can I?
Fading reality through these eyes
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I'm not who you miss
I'm not who you see
I'm not who you kiss
I'm not who you think
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Stop trying to help me
Stop worrying about me
Stop putting me in your concern
Stop trying to change me
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She's taken it the last time
Letting all their words get right to her
She's in the kitchen grabbing a knife
While all of her emotions start to stir
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Your actions bring me pity
Saying things you know aren't right
You have to level with me
There's no need to cause a fight
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Shh, keep it down they say
Mama’s tryin to sleep
Daddy has a headache
Keep it down so they can think
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Shh, thud, thump, slush
Is the exact sound of the rainy rush
Sleek, sleek, swish, spleak
So irresistibly soothing anyone asleep
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Many years of crying watching others fall apart
Standing on the sidelines and not trying to change of heart
Doing so many untruthful things I wish to take away
I wish the rain would cleanse me as it fades away the pain
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For the last week, every night I go to sleep
I wake up crying cause I keep having this dream
This dream is sad, like nothing I’ve had before
I’m yelling at my dad and I keep slamming doors
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