Tara W. Johnson

Saw to believe what shouldn't have been...

Whatever made me see, made me believe...
That the images they sell are illusions & dreams...
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Nothing but a graveyard...
Flowers everywhere, cant even stare without being colorblind.
Its a line at funeral homes,
Sad songs, am I wrong for not wanting to wake-up and smell the fresh roses...
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You and me together
in silence,
complete silence.
But I can hear our hearts
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She's not where she suppose to be!
She's going to where she should be.
She's just no longer incomplete
but standing on her own two feet!
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*Dream State*
She woke up in a DREAM STATE
~Turned over ~
he's laying over there snoring...
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ONE'S 12 HOUR SHADOW

Twelve hours to focus
And redefine one's abilities
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If I could make a wish
And have it last forever and a day,
I would take you in my arms
And this is where I'd stay..
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They said my mouth would get me in trouble, And it did
(Tho I still can't find the words to act as if I CARE)
But not the kind they suspected,
Because that trouble I rejected
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Now that we're so far apart
I love, yearn and ache for you even more. The only thing that keeps me awake
and going strong is knowing
that you love me
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Look to the crowd

Today I stand proud, and scream it proud. That I was drug through the mud, but I'm now cleansed through the power of the blood. (Of Jesus)
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Moon and the sun

I sit and watch the sun fall behind the moon My heart wanting to race behind it to yell don't go Yet.
As the dark shadow my senses I just stood there, Not wanting to believe you were gone- My soul crying softly while my mind tried to quiet my screams in the beginning. Of my nightmare! Tears flowing down in a trail to the pocket on my shirt- Fingers sprayed wide stuck - Like glue I can't move a muscle.
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Dear Mr Postman & Sandman,

Will you deliver this message somewhere out there; to my other half that completes me! Although I'm not ready yet I have something to say:
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My heart just feels
Like it wants to just stop
How do I endure and I was
Begging God for the cure
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#‎LastTearChained‬

One day I woke up and realized
that no matter how hard I tried to help
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As I stare at the other woman that's in my place..
I cant help but wonder why the smile is on her face!
Why you and not me.
Why you learned! what I earned?
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#‎HeartLined‬
All that I could have.
I think about all that I
could have.
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Where do I start?
Your Heart! ❤
Where do I go?
Away! 🐦
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The fact that my blood flows -Wow...
The fact that my heart has a reason to beat faster than ever before...
I think I shouldn't stay on this roller coaster ride...
They are not much fun....
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Sometimes the man in the mirror doesn't always see the man -
but he sees his underestimated hand and a plan that even at night, he can't seem to understand.
The need to watch everyone else's life thinking he's slick but actually Its Sick, As I choke and or gag, he knows his mind is On the image he have....
But my mouth is a base until he pulls out! ReFormed Jailhouse Community Activist so he SAY! Some things as adults we Would never UNDERSTAND....
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