The Broken Poet

I love you, I hate you
But your always on my mind
I hate the way you smile
As beautiful as it may be
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with nothing left
everyday i wake up hoping to die
i show not a sign
but the pain in my eyes
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im sorry that you love me
im sorry for hurting you
im sorry im not perfect
im sorry for making you cry
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Watch the pieces fall into place
Watch them make out her face
Like a puzzle in my heart
I watch them as I fall apart
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Fear in my mind
Of the anger in side
Try to hold back
before I attack
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i want to hurt my self
to see if i still feel
i want to cry to know if im still alive
but i cant because im so lifeless inside
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He cant take it anymore
He's running out the door
All he can think about
Is how she dosnt want him anymore
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no matter how well off i am
or how much i have
i will still need you
no matter how im loved
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when ever you need someone to talk to
you always call me
but were are you when
when i need you
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ive been trying to stop your leaving
but girl your just not seeing
that i cant make it on my own
everyday i wake with out you
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im to buisy waging wars with my self
to have someone by my side
because all ill do it put them in the middle of it
and driive them away
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waking up laying next to you
the perfect way to start everyday a-new
this is when you think you look your worst
so u dont understand why it is
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so many memories and thoughts
spilling trough my mind
a tear roles from my eyes
at the though of leaving your side
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tell me whats on your mind
whats wrong this time
speek to me my dear
you know that im always hear
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i walk to the egde again
searching for the truth
taken by the memories
of all that we've been through
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I picked her up
We got in the car around nine
I started to drive
She sat there in silence
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I picked her up around nine o’clock
We got in the car and we started to drive
She said nothing as drove though the night
It seemed as something was blocking her from sight
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Count down the hours
Till my final destination
My final distillation of my heart
My world is falling apart
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For ever and for always
I say these words to you
And I say them true
When I say them it means
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Im sorry for all that I’ve done
I’d give and explination but I have none
Im sorry for all that I have sined
I know well have to start over new
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