I lay there awake lookin at the sky
wondering why im here
Thinkn of am i suppose 2 live or die
then i get the feeling of fear
...
I see my life disappear
into thin air like a balloon.
I see everything disappear.
I see my whole body
...
Why do you have to leave,
leave me here by myself.
Being here without you
scares me, I go crazy
...
Tears come down my eyes
for so much reasons
maybe cause I miss you
I may never know
...
I never thought there was such thing as death
I thought you would live for ever
You were my hero grandpa
When I was a little girl you said you would live always
...
I need you in my life
I need to with you
Da pain is killing me
Da suffering hurts
...
I'm livin my life
but what life is that
I am two people
stuck in one body
...
Honey why you calling me so late?
It's kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying? Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper 'cause I can't be too loud
...
This song right here
Is dedicated to someone real special
This for you baby
Jus to let you know how much I love you girl
...
I look inside a cloud of smoke: :
I see who I could have been: :
Layin there crying: :
I think bout the choices I made: :
...