I drag the blade across my skin
It hurts so good I do it again.
Over and over the numbness sets in
I wish that I were happy again
...
Last night as I lay sleeping, love,
a vision cam to me.
It was of you and I, my love,
A wondrous sight to see.
...
In anothers eyes
I am innocent
I am pure and true
I am beauty and strength
...
I take another shot
to pass the time till you get out
Today was the worst
I wanna scream, wanna shout!
...
Pills...
I drag the blade across my skin
It hurts so good I do it again.
Over and over the numbness sets in
I wish that I were happy again
I know there's a god
I won't deny that
But I know that he hates me
and that's a fact
He teases and toys
with my fragile heart
He thinks its a game
like he's creating art.
He saw that I smiled
I was joyful and free.
That made him angry
He wouldn't let me be.
I know I was bad
I was never an angel.
But is mischief a reason
to make life so painful.
The blood has now dried
and the pills are all gone
the pain has come back
I'm betrayed and alone.
hi boo i loved your poem i hope your filling better hope to see u soon xoxoxo